One winter morning in 1976, my father was reading the Sunday paper when he stumbled across an ad for ice-skating lessons. He snapped the paper in front of me and asked, “It says you have to be able to skate across the length of the ice to sign up. Can you skate across the ice?”
“Of course I can skate across the ice,” I said, and then gulped a spoonful of oatmeal.
A minute later he was on the phone, registering me. What on earth made him believe a five year-old who had never put on a pair of skates could cross a slippery arena, I’ll never know. But I was excited to begin lessons and I imagined zooming around in circles, faster than everyone at South Mountain.
The next week I proudly stepped onto the ice in my new skates.
And promptly fell.
And fell again.
And again.
Then I learned to hold onto the side. And then I learned what it’s like to hit the boards AND the ice. And this was in the days before helmets.
A guard helped me off the ice. She told my father I could not be in group lessons. I thought I might cry. Then she suggested I spend a private lesson with her, learning to skate. My father agreed and by the end of the lesson, I was indeed moving across the ice.
I took group lessons every winter for a few years, earning my USFSA patches faster than everyone else. And when I had completed those patches, they told me I was ready for a coach and private lessons–lessons my family could barely afford.
I went for one private lesson and waited for my coach in the corner, practicing simple figures. The older skaters yelled at me because, unbeknown to me, I was hogging the JUMP corner. I was trying to stay out of the way, but I was totally screwing up their double lutzes.
And then when my father heard what time the coach wanted me at the arena–5:30am twice a week–that was the end of private lessons.
Over the years, I skated recreationally instead, going to the arena once a week and trying to teach myself. I was able to do a scratch spin and a waltz jump, crossovers in every direction, and a few fancy turns. But my real desire was to compete. I always thought…some day.
That day came as an adult. As soon as I had my own money, I took lessons. And like I had done as a child, I quickly moved up through the ranks. I hired a coach. I competed. And I won. In 2002, I competed at Adult Nationals in Ann Arbor, Michigan, after winning Gold at Eastern Sectionals and two other Golds, a Silver and a Bronze in other competitions that year. It was a dream come true.
I thought–if I can do this, I can do anything.
And now, here I am today, accepting an offer of literary representation. Skating gave me the confidence to pursue another dream, that of becoming a published children’s author. And now I’m one step closer to that dream.
I’m here to tell you–work hard, believe in yourself and your talents, find a great critique group and writer friends who support you, and go for it!
You will stumble. You will fall. But brush yourself off and soon you’ll hit your stride–or in my case–glide!
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March 24, 2010 at 4:06 pm
Beth Coulton
So happy for you – congratulations!!
March 24, 2010 at 4:43 pm
deborah freedman
Congratulations!
March 24, 2010 at 4:50 pm
Sheri Dillard
Me, too! I can’t wait to hear all the details! 🙂
And thanks for sharing your story. As I read the last couple lines about the stumbles and falls that are inevitable as we pursue this writing-dream, I thought, “Yea, and we’re doing all this without a helmet!” 😉
Congratulations on your good news! I’m sure there will be more to come soon!
March 24, 2010 at 5:32 pm
Corey
Oh, what a lovely post! I need to go look for a tissue now! (Sniff, sniff 🙂
March 24, 2010 at 7:45 pm
Karen
Wonderful post! Congrats on getting an agent!
March 24, 2010 at 9:53 pm
Julie
You go girl! Very inspirational post.
March 25, 2010 at 8:37 am
Judy Palermo
Wonderful news! Congratulations! Can’t wait to hear the details.
March 25, 2010 at 12:00 pm
Brenda Sturgis
Really nice story Tara. You rock, in skating, in writing, in life!
March 25, 2010 at 4:33 pm
Katherine Battersby
A lovely post (I will always be a roller-skater at heart – I did it for 10 years through school), but I had to double take at the third last paragraph! Congrats on landing an agent – that is SO exciting! In fact, way too exciting to be slipped in as a single sentence at the end of a post! Can’t wait to hear more, and I hope the journey from here is all glorious gliding and wont require a helmut 🙂
March 26, 2010 at 12:03 pm
tammi
*throws roses in your direction*
Congratulations, dude. 🙂
March 26, 2010 at 11:09 pm
Kelly Fineman
Congratulations!!
March 27, 2010 at 6:20 am
Barbara
Congrats, Tara! I knew it was just a matter of time…after hearing your writing and sharing critiques.
South Mountain, huh? In Montclair??? The place where I fall down all the time?
Barb (still standing amongst my dummies…they help me skate)
March 27, 2010 at 5:11 pm
tara
South Mountain is actually in West Orange. It’s where I got Scott Hamilton’s autograph and it’s the home practice ice for the NJ Devils. I took lessons at one point with John McCann, who was an Olympic coach.
March 27, 2010 at 5:03 pm
Kristin
Yeehaw, Tara! I’m not surprised but major congrats nonetheless! 😉
March 28, 2010 at 9:18 am
Barb
Doischt!!
West Orange, of course. I just remember you talking about Montclair and I goofed. :}
March 28, 2010 at 5:19 pm
Jon Bard
Confidence is everything — I mean everything — in life. Once we accept failure as nothing more than a pathway to ultimate success, we’ve won.
Great post.
March 28, 2010 at 8:39 pm
Diandra (Dee) Mae
Hurray Tara! So excited for you-congratulations!
March 29, 2010 at 1:19 pm
Christy
Congratulations Tara! You deserve it girl.
what a great, inspirational quote!
Christy
March 30, 2010 at 6:04 pm
captainstupendous
Can’t think of anyone who deserves it more. Congratulations Lazarsky!
April 6, 2010 at 12:12 pm
Tricia
I’m thrilled for you getting an agent. Ever since I heard you read at a Women Who Write reading, I knew it would be just a matter of time before you would be published. Great story about the ice-skating.
April 23, 2010 at 9:44 pm
cara
Wow, I’m glad I found your post. I’m a college student and I’m currently working on my final major project, for which I’ve chosen to illustrate a children’s poem I’ve written. However, I seemed to have hit a total block, and I’m still only at the storyboard stage! I’m starting uni this September to study Illustration for Children’s Publishing and I think my utter terror at being plonked into a class with twenty other students (who might all be better than me) is knocking me for six at the moment. I was very close to throwing myself a pity party when I read your post, which immediately perked me up and spurred me on, so thank you very much!
On another note, I’ve been meaning to try ice skating, you’ve inspired me to take my daughter to the nearest rink for our first ever go! x
May 2, 2010 at 11:38 am
Susanne Drazic
Great inspirational post. Thank you for sharing.
Susanne Drazic
http://susannedrazic.blogspot.com/
June 7, 2010 at 2:33 pm
helpfulannalisa
Part of the thrill is getting back up again. Smiles!
Congrats on your book.